Monday, November 17, 2008,11:38 pm
havent spent the day at home for a while!
i woke up really late , past 12.
and i realised i forgot to call Gataomo to cancel the appointment!
i was so kanchiong!
so i quickly called up , only to find that they called jieru le .
im so sorry jieru ! :x
well, suffering the after-effects of the most pekcek headache.
i tv-ed!
and, on days like these , inspiring movies always pop up!
i watched "blind dating" with yiling.
okay , besides the lame title.
it was really an eye-opening show for me.
about this blind [ shuai! ] guy.
personally, i think losing sight is the worst sense you could lose!
or maybe touch, nono, sight!
yeah, he really didnt indulge in self-pity.
but even used it to his advantage.
and it made his other senses even stronger.
in fact, i think he sees people better than many of us.
and also , this show reflected how your culture, your circumstance can really affect your dating life.
like, its not really all in your control.
but, he really didnt mind that the girl was indian,
and she didnt mind that he was blind!
yeah , anyway.
decided to surf around.
to find out more about social work.
to prove to dad that i knew about what i wanted.
and yes !
i had an epiphany [ according to mum ]
my goal now,
is to get a BSW :D
when i told mum and dad.
i saw that buried-f0r-so-long smile.
finally , i think .
all the bickering.
all the shouting.
all the fights.
all the arguments.
can stop.
but , i cant happily say that i want to repeat j1.
my friends are leaving!
pf, val, daryl, sylvia.
and those remaining will be gone next year):
honestly, im not that excited about self-intro a bagillion times again.
sometimes, i just want that friend.
which is just there, there!
to brave through experiences together.
laugh at retarded things together.
and can say "yeah , remember those years ago we did blah blah blah"
no need to find new ones all the time.
no need to say goodbye.
ohwell(:
but i know that God's plan in NYJC is not done yet!
i can feel it.
maybe thats why.
well, did a few functions questions.
sighs, i hate maths !
owefrwkfnpwefnm!
:D
got super distracted after question 6.
and made the high score in inkball on my laptop! :DD
after that,
my family had the sudden random urge to go to queensway.
so we did !
haha , after that.
we had like, a 930 dinner at adam road.
and went home :D
quite sian that i missed BMI today.
but, the day at home was good too(:
i need spiritual maturity!
just maturity is good too (:
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